In Nehemiah 4:6 it says, “So built we the wall, and all the wall was joined together for the people had a mind to work.” KJV
This is my favorite verse. It shows how it doesn’t take one person to create anything, it takes ‘people’ more than one person. Same as becoming a Christian; it is your choice, but it takes other people surrounding you, talking with you, listening to you and friending you to help you in your new walk. It was never meant to be a single person endeavor. If you do not have people around you, email me, find a church to attend online or in person, I have some awesome friends that can help you.